To conclude ...

There's a place in my mind
I try not to go.
A place locked forever
a place not for show.

It's dark and deep,
there lurking in my sleep,
it beckons me to leap,
beyond depths too deep.

Hiding myself in every day things,
keeping it all under control.
Trying to be someone I'm not,
desperately wanting to feel whole.

So many illusions,
ill-considered delusions,
time for conclusions!
15/4/2011