Here we go again ...

Once again in the middle of a dilemma,
(will I learn, ever?!)
playing the part of 'friend',
will this pain never end?
Can't you see you fool,
that the only thing I want,
is you!

Can't you see she doesn't love you,
that she's playing you for a fool?
Is this how you want to live your life,
full of pain and strife?
I can't do this any more,
god give me the strength,
to walk through that door!

So here I go again,
being your listening friend.
Trying to keep my thoughts to myself,
knowing she'd rather be anywhere else!
All the while my heart is breaking,
me giving all,
you thoughtlessly taking!


Not this time!
Not again!
There are limits,
even for you,
my friend!
5/5/2011