Everybody hurts sometimes ...

You made me SO mad!
I was angry,
then sad.

Emotions flying,
hurt feelings,
and crying.

In anguish I left,
heart broken,
bereft.

But I didn't see,
your tears,
for me.

You care, it's true,
just as I care,
for you.

You whispered my name,
holding me tight,
love will never,
be the same,
again...
not quite...


everybody hurts sometimes!


12/7/2011

Beguiled ....

A word, a look,
dear god, that smile!
Were you put on this earth
just to beguile?
16/6/2011

Re-arranged!

How do you manage 
to pass through 
each day,
feeling this
way?
Too many secrets
to betray!

Pretending nothings
changed,
disconnected,
estranged,
your life
re-arranged.

When you love
someone 
so much,
yet knowing
you can't
touch!
17/5/2011

Here we go again ...

Once again in the middle of a dilemma,
(will I learn, ever?!)
playing the part of 'friend',
will this pain never end?
Can't you see you fool,
that the only thing I want,
is you!

Can't you see she doesn't love you,
that she's playing you for a fool?
Is this how you want to live your life,
full of pain and strife?
I can't do this any more,
god give me the strength,
to walk through that door!

So here I go again,
being your listening friend.
Trying to keep my thoughts to myself,
knowing she'd rather be anywhere else!
All the while my heart is breaking,
me giving all,
you thoughtlessly taking!


Not this time!
Not again!
There are limits,
even for you,
my friend!
5/5/2011

UP & down

So many ups,
too many downs,
she feels her world
spinning round.
She needs to weep,
tears in her eyes.
Instead she laughs,
while inside she cries.

She knows she can't keep
playing the game,
never knowing if
he feels the same.
Not brave enough
to step into the light,
she hides her passion
in the dark of the night.

Oh god, how she hates him,
one minute, the next,
in love with with a passion,
beyond reason to express.
Courage is something
she simply can't find,
answers to the questions
running round in her mind.
1/5/2011

Poetry for the peeved!

Today,
I hate the way,
you brush me off,
forget that I'm there,
as if you don't care!

Don't answer your phone,
leave me feeling alone,
I'm seriously annoyed,
and if you can't tell,
then just go to hell!

When I'm online,
cut me off, I'll be fine,
if you can't understand,
it's not all about you,
my feelings count too.

Yes, I am peeved,
more than a little agrieved,
take your troubles and go,
step right out that door,
I don't care anymore.

OK, so I lie,
bedamned though if I,
let YOU see me cry . . .
27/4/2011

A Moment of Magic

There's a place in my heart
reserved for your smile.
A part of my soul that begs
stay for a while.

A secret place 
especially for you,
a place of magic
when I'm feeling blue.

Give me your dreams,
your innermost thoughts.
Share every moment
in passionate talks.

Take from my heart
all I have to give,
being here, in this moment,
is the best place to live.
23/4/2011