Coming and Going

All topsy turvy,
up side down.
Turn my life
all around.
Not ever knowing,
coming and going,
head in a tizz,
mind in a whirl,
seems I've become,
that kind of girl.

One moment up,
next I'm down,
playing the fool
being the clown
Trying to pretend,
nothing is wrong,
when really I know
this can't go on.

Why am I here
in this dangerous place,
bowing my head,
hiding my face.
Part of the show
with nowhere to go.
13/12/2010