Letting go ...

New beginnings and endings,
they come to us all.
I sit here still waiting
for that inevitable call.

How did it happen,
was I not paying attention,
Did I realise too late,
put my heart in detention?
I'm tired of this game,
but can't seem to stop,
My mind says enough,
but my heart wants to pop.

I wake up every morning
thinking of you.
Go to bed every night,
to dream of you too.

Time to move on.
time to let go.
I say this each night,
on my own, feeling low.

But tomorrow you'll call,
and I'll run to your side.
I'll give you my all,
while I'm taken for this ride.

I hate you, I love you,
equally in measure.
And yet, in some way,
perversely find pleasure.

Go Away!
Leave me alone!
Go play with your phone,
go do all those things that you do,
and leave me to here to slowly expire,
ALONE!
26/3/2011